Danny and Me!

LOVE FOREVER!

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                                                                 Me, faking pregnancy. Lol!

The Girl of Many Faces! :)

Into Christ's Arms

I remember a time when I was addicted to diet pills, was having a hard time with money, working as hard as I could, and falling in love for the first time and the other person was really sick. I got out of that situation hurt and heartbroken. I was never the same again. Until Christ started working in my life. Many of my loving, "Shayla" qualities have finally returned and I am actually improving.  Christ forgives us, but do we understand him!? Do we look at him to see his expression of love? Have we been reaching out, breaking out of the quiet shame and hiding? I hadn't totally given sufficient sacrifice ,but I am learning to understand the Gospel through love of the Spirit and it's healing power. This time in my life with the diet pills, that was so hard for me, could only be speaking of one thing that I received from prayer when I asked God about it later, "That is when you touched Hell." In other words," Yea, I hit Rock Bottom." You never know how hard someone is working and if they have an addiction against the Word of Wisdom or Spirit ,the spirit can be taken from them and they are not as protected as they were which makes it even worse. I believe that the other things fell apart because of the diet pills. Diet Pills were my vice and I had to basically go through Hell to get out.  But you know what? Whatever you have to go through if you are righteous and Christian ,there is a plan for you that can lead you into Christ's arms on the other side as you us the atonement.

The Woman at the Well

"Follow my lead,  
Christ said,"and sing."
I learned to listen.
"Follow my lead and yell."
I learned to speak.  
"Follow my lead and eat."
I learned to dress.  
"Follow my lead and drink of this water."
I learned to share. 

Shayla Knowledge! Power up!

The good thing about not seeing your full potential and being too hard on yourself is that the other person is almost always wrong.  LOL! How true is this!
That's why it's so important to be around people who see your full potential and help you grow.

It Will Be You!

Still can't sleep.
Never the less,
Dreaming of you.
Well, you are doing it.
Life here it comes.
Several things to do.
My radio still blaring,
The noise wakes me
In the middle of the night.
Wish it were you.
All the stars on the celling,
And soap suds turned to hearts,
They were gifts from God,
But a sign there was you.
-For my Love

Another Poem About ED- "Angry ,Dumb ,and Scum"

Eat and sleep-
My life has revolved around
You.
Never ending happiness,
I never knew.
They say I don't have it,
That I'm smarter than you,
But I know the Truth.
That it has only been me,
Me and you.
So call me angry and call me scum.
These things I am guilty
When I belong to you.
It's a lyrical romance,
A cherished one too,
But together I kill you,
And a part of me too.