Under Fear's Protection

"Open my mind,
my heart,
and let go of Me." He said.

When I only felt the presence of hate ,
when I was out of his protection.
Should have known better,
that it only changed things than.
Now the fear returns.
Was it ever gone?
No ,he only numbed the pain.
Now I'm left without an open mind and heart.
I fear that everyone ,
including you. That you are in want,
of my destruction.
I can't walk into a room without wondering,
if you will notice and if you are speaking against me.
My open heart and mind are now under my protection.
I will let him be.