Inside of Me

I've sat inside myself for years, but don't look down on me I did it for necessity.  When fear, pain, and distain plagued my mind I could only focus on the feelings- the words that beeted within my heart, coursing through my vains and making me alive.  I didn't want to change, but the pain was too great to stay the same.  I have risen from the ashes, speaking a new tongue, one that can hold someone's hand and laugh at insecurities.  Tender now, the wound that was eating me up inside has melted and changed my winter like snow in the Spring.