True Discipleship Encourages The.........

 What memories have molded me into?
In someways life's been easy.
Nice, Sweet, Soft ,Cute.
In others, a pain only Christ knows.
Always walked the hard road,
Until Christ showed me that he would walk with me.
Not all painless.
I still have to walk when my feet are sore.
When I'm braking into new shoes,
But Christ has taken my yoke and made it his.
He cares.
He loves.
He listens.
He knows my road perfectly.
It is as if I am blind and he has sent his spirit as my eyes.

My Best Advice

Have you ever felt trapped in your own body, like you wanted to tare through your chest and go somewhere that understood you ,but where would this away be?  Soon you would return and your body no more. You'd cry.  Moving on is the hardest part.  Love your body.  Next time you return your body may  be no more.

Shayla On A Date

Wanta make you look good.
Wanta make you feel good.
Why the mask of clumsy  laughter?
I promise that it's not me.
I don't know?
What?
Yeah.
Mistaken for a fool,
But let me explain it to you.
It really isn't that strange,
But I've lived with it,
So how would I know?

Acid Rain

Dark in a hole.
Gravity escapes me.
Never knew anyone with a stronger heart,
Yet so weak in the knees.
Acid rain fell on me with,
The sensation of rubbing cotton.
I know where you are.
I'm just not the person to find you.
Find Me!

Answer Me!

Feelings of choking in the middle of the night.
Why do we have to leave the blinds open?
 Why does it matter if I close the door to the washer and dryer?
Buy  beauty, but always crave more.
"A girl like you would never wear that dress!"
"Yes ,Sir.  Yes , Mam."
With the habit of pleasing.
So many eyes I'm under.
I can still get away with wearing that dress to church!
These Bipolar rules, crazier than me.
Still don't answer me.
Should I wear the red dress or the black one?
Daddy ,Mommy please tell me!