The Best He Had Was Healing

      My Father Knew my Worth. 11 years ago one of my analysts, and ,my Dad's old boss wanted to put me into a "Hospital" as a permanent resident, because of my Bipolar Disorder and other illnesses. That would have destroyed me! My Father Knew this. He had faith in me. He never told me about how the Doctor wanted me in the Hospital until this morning! I've gotten a Priesthood Blessing almost everyday for most of that time. I have been working so hard! God has Done the Best with what he has had to work with. So have I. Believe it. I am so healthy now.  God is With me always.  I always wanted to feel Special and if to be Special took this ,It was worth it.  God never gave me a trial that was too tough.  I learned that Appearances can be fun, but what matters is the Spirit.  What leaves an impression in your heart ,not just what brings a thrill and makes you intimidating or enticing.  

An Offering Of Love

I thought we'd be at home together.
With a little Family safe and sound,
Broken Words come in the way.
Mistaken to be Lovers,
But I think of you now and long
To hear your voice,
To hold you and keep you warm
For that moment.
Each moment as priceless
As Gold , Frankincense, and Myrrh.
As an offering of love,
To not only us,
But to our Lord,
Who created the Earth, Heaven, Moon, and Stars
And this love was a part of it all.
I will never Forget you.