Honesty

First,
Second,
Never -mind.
You  knew what the
Cause of our pain was.
Stress,
If we were still as before.
Whether my actions were immature
I do not know ,
But hate and envy
Would have grown.
 I don't  know how I've gotten to feel this way?
Please forgive
These things that I say.
I mean them well,
In honesty,
And cheer.
Please look at me
And know that I am real.